the site.
quality sex, online, is hard to find. porn's easy, but can't hold my attention for nearly as long; and we want endurance, don't we? bookstore collections make me yawn. we can do better than that.
sex is not just about the physical. sex writing that forgets this won't make me forget myself; it'll make me go looking somewhere else for that thing, that button that makes you lose it, mentally. that's the best kind of sex in my book.
as my manifesto states - i want to create works that make you lusty, make you horny, and make you think. i want to mess over your brain and groin while still practicing the art of the written word.
why i write dirty.
i'm fascinated by sex, always have been since i was a young girl. and yes, i mean young. i didn't start down that road until i was legal, but in the meantime i was rifling through used bookstore shelves in Singapore and discovering dirty things. it was just a whole world that stretched my brain and made it hungry to read about a psychology between people that lose control. it made me curious, made me start writing erotica before i was old enough to drive.
what goes on between genders, across genders; what gets said; what gets done; how it gets done; how people fall apart; how people make each other fall apart ... all these things are so varied, unique to the person, multi-colored and amazing. your whole being (your psychological, emotional, spiritual, and physical self) is involved in the process.
. . .
worderotic manifesto
to spread
words, lips, thighs;
sensitivity, awareness, lust;
all to gamely answer
the basest needs in us;to paint
a spiritual frisson,
a darling burning bite,
a culmination of mind and body,
the universal rites;to give
stories, visions, fantasies,
sex reaching for the last rung;
flesh, soul, psyche, being -
explored with a learned tongue.. . .
what i write about.
in my writing, i want to push myself to explore all the things i've never told anyone, and all the darkest, dirtiest thoughts i can get together in something worth reading, worth sharing. this is as much an exploration of my own thoughts and feelings about sex as it is a site for others to enjoy. however, nothing i write here is necessarily something that i condone, or do. this is simply what i think up, take it or leave it.
a little more backstory.
i graduated from an ivy league school (ba - english, creative writing, minor in film studies), and currently work for a prominent internet company in California. i'm a libra. i grew up in asia (singapore, south korea) and am otherwise a native of the northern california bay area. i'm of mixed ethnicity. i'm a heterosexual female, but i find most sexual dynamics erotic. i recognize and find it a powerful thing that everything and anyone out there has an erotic possibility - for every x out there, there is a matching y. i might not get to explore all of them, but i'll try.
publications.
My erotic work has been featured in the following publications:
- Clean Sheets Erotica Magazine - like this, 1/12/05 Edition, Night Stanzas: Erotic Poetry
- LOUDmouth Magazine, Issue 6, Summer 2004, (California State University, Los Angeles, a feminist magazine) - Page four opinion essay: Warning: Dominant female in the bedroom. pdf
- MindCaviar.com - 2nd Anniversary Issue Spring 2002 (to come; pussy pie); Fall-Winter Issue 2001 (squeeze)
- Sexilicious.com/HerCurve Archives, 2001 - Christmas Party, Talk to Me
- brilliantsmut.com, 2001 - memo to my darling #8 (site defunct, poem visible here)
- hollah.com - E-greeting
poetry
(within romantic theme): I smell you from across the room | wicked, a
cocky look and a touch of smirk | my heart is pierced, all my armor couldn’t
help me